Open doors yourself!

Don't wait for them to open by themselves or by some mysterious divine force. Even if there is someone in front of that door and they open it...they don't do it for you, they do it for themselves. And if they are behind that door...it's still the same! They will never open it just so you can go inside.... Again it's just so that they walk out of that room/space they have been in.
We have to do it ourselves if We want it to be our doing!
That's what Itsy is doing in this picture. Ignored by us, she no longer depends on us when she wants' to go outside. She found a way to solve her problem and now she can open doors herself!

All this reflects all most everything I have been going through these past days. October may has started in a very beautiful way...but since it is the shadow month ....it all changed!

The shadows started rising around me blocking my way out of this gray world. I had moments when I thought I will collapse under all the weight, when everything seemed lost and not forth fighting for. But till now I managed to find a way out of most of the Shadows grabbing me by the throat. Even if I have to throw them off kicking and screaming, I turned some of those bastards into little sparks of light.
One has to put his own weight against a problem in order to have it solved properly!

...and that's how it has been since my last post....and I'm still fighting shadows turning them into light...finding my way out :)
just like Itsy did in the end :)

Have a nice day!
Ani