Light me up!

 I was looking at this picture which I initially named The Kraken because of the weird way my hair was resting on my bed :)
I didn't knew what I should name this post....until I heard these words:

"I've got it on my mind to change my ways
But I don't think I can be anything other than me
No, I don't think I can be anything other than me"

 I was listening to Light me up by The Pretty Reckless and it made klick in my head! It fist perfectly! Me struggling now with the shadows of myself, finding my way through it with the help of some light  ....
I see now...I  don't have to become something else... a replica of what I once was after this war has ended! no! Through this fight I will better understand myself and accept it the way it is! I will not turn into something that I'm not, denying my shadows means denying my very own me! We are all light and darkness in one form!
My goal in life is to find the perfect equilibrium between these two parts :)

Wishing you all the same!
Ani