In the Shadows

Hello and  a beautiful first October to everyone!!
This picture was taken last summer. It features my dog Roco. He was running as fast as he could to get where I was standing. I choose this picture because it's exactly what I am doing and going to do this month. This month song is In the Shadows by The Rasmus. 

"No sleep
No sleep until I am done with finding the answer
Won't stop
Won't stop before I find a cure for this cancer"

 Finally I know where I am...where I was for 5 years! In the shadows..the deep shadows of my very soul. Now I am going to search every inch of them...for information...for answers to my questions...finding out who I am...what my purpose is in life...

I have to see and understand my dark side...in order to be able to see the light...once I fully understand this dark area of me...I will know how to find the bright way out of it..and with it...out of the Shadows!

...and whenever I might need to..I will be able to back...now knowing the way in and out! 

October is the month of.....Shadows!