Forget me Not!

...for I have been way too long in the shadows...shadows of my own self...not knowing where or what I was doing. It all happened so fast..just like the wind blows away the flower of Forget me not ...they fall off so easily...
for 5 years I have been away...away from myself...taken by the wind...and for 5 years..I have been spinning around....feeling dizzy...not knowing anything..or thinking I knew...when in fact I did not. I have seen  - felt - heard- touched a lot of things...but it was always like it wasn't real...My shadow world wasn't real to me...I didn't knew where I was...that I couldn't see or understand because of that gray veil that was all around me!
But now...I am awakening from this slumber.....finding my way through this and out of the shadows!!!...Fear not, soul...I have not forgotten thee!